Sunday, July 24, 2011

Maybe bloggin will make it better

I am having a sucky time. I feel bad, I'm in a bad mood. It's like my hormones have gone whacky. I am sleepy all the time. And right now, I have a tooth ache. So there, top that. I did read a little of the Bardic Pirate's blog...and well, I think my chi is bad. I need some relaxation in the form of security. Ah, to feel secure again...that would be nice. But as of right now...we are still on stand's like life has been put on hold and we are waiting for permission to live again. Then again, maybe I'm looking at this the wrong way. Maybe life, with all of it's recent suckiness, is continuing on and I am the one stuck in the bubble of my own choosing. Oh, wise Bardic Pirate...what say you? Do your spirits give you advice on such things? Alas, your last entry was some of what I needed to hear. I've been stuck in this bubble and if your views are correct...I put myself there. Now I have to get myself out. That is where it all falls down of course, because right now I'm not sure where to go. It comes back to security. I have none right now. I feel like I'm on shifting sand...I want to be standing on solid ground. I just don't know how to get there from here...yet. Maybe it will become clearer to me in time. I'll let ya know one way or the other, tho...

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